new discovery of ting today...
ting is weird.
hmmmms.
la la la la.


ipod nano !!
yeah =)
lurve it !
broke again!!
great singapore sale!!
i dun tik i will shop for it, since i am broke.


God..
help me not to be distracted.
help me to please u with my thoughts.


argh, geraldene has a gf!!
and her gf is someone i noe.
oh well, she is a les.
i knew it.
haha.
i am so so so sad!!
anyway, if u watch tv u will noe her!
if u noe me well, u'll noe that i lurve her to bits!
she is talented and pretty =p
argh. saddening.
ok, i'm being boliao.
wahahhaas


exams !
God help me =)
thanks !
glad that i made some frens in skool today =p


ii wana be charged up for u, lord.

today, i did alot of thinkings..
as in, everywhere i go, may it be waiting for food to be served, walking around etc etc, i am deep in thoughts..
i can literally hear myself talking in my heart.
i am reali thinking...
oh well, i'm not very sure if this is kinda rare, but after all these deep thoughts, i was kinda expecting great things to happen and also, i have a sudden urge for a new start in my life.


a few weeks ago... eelee ramdomly asked me a question that somehow create a stir in me.
thou it was quite ramdom, but i kept thinkin abt it..
she asked me wat is my biggest dream for god.
today, this question pop out again..
btw, in northwest meet, we learn abt God's promises..
and i was thinking.......
if i dun start to dream for god..
if i dun wana attempt great things for god...
den how on earth would God bring me to his promise land?
cos there isnt a promise land in e 1st place when i decide not to do anything abt it.
so i will be deprive frm many many great stuffs that God has instored for me !
and and and, i want to experience God in a real way..
hmmms, there is no fake way anyway.. oh well.
but yea, i wana grow alot more in God.
i reali want to.


i rmber when i was leading west C in the past..
i used to have a vision, a big dream for god.
and it reali drives me on..
i can clearly rmber the days when i feel like giving up, and God reminded me again and again of the vision and his promises.
sadly, there are still no breakthrrus in the group..
i came to a point assuming that e promises that God promise me wun come to pass.
its jus a dream, its jus an unreachable goal.
and mayb its jus another empty promises..
and guess wat happen?
during one of the worship session in camp,
God gave me a crystal clear msg....
he said.. "i will NEVER break my promises,i'll NEVER lie"
i was like... in the 'omg' mode when i heard God speaking thru shirls.
and yeah, since den, i noe that once God promise me, he will make sure it come to pass...
God, i hold u responsible for wat u've said! hor?


was also thinking abt 2005.
oh well, thou it's already histroy, but i rmber saying in one of my entries that if i can choose, i wouldnt wana go thru year 2005.
cos 2005 is reali a pruning year for me !
but for now, i wana say....
even if i can choose, i will choose to go thru 2005.
cos 2005 is the year that i have no choice but to rely on God.
a year that i truely understand that the plans that i've planned, cant work if its only base on my own wisdom.
a year where by i experience God alot, kinda a turning point of my life..
actually there are alot alot, cant share all.
jus that, i became stronger since den!
yups, its history le.
shall not live in the past.
opps btw, i said all these cos i rmber having a big dream for God last year.
but i already forgot wat exactly it was.
so i cant consider that a big dream now.
i am a loser hur?
oh well, i wana think carefully...
so that i will still rmber even when i am old.
my dream for god.


hello darling daddy!!
i wana walk into ur promise land =)
i wana claim them !
i wana experience u!! yes YOU!
i wana be part of ur glorious plan and promises.
yeah God.
i wana be the witness of how faithful u are.
i wana be the one that went thru the process of dreaming and work it out to let the dream dun jus remain as dream.
okay God!! Me!! tingting!


another food for tot ..
i guess i am too sensitive other little things.
its like, i jump into conclusion too quickly without finding out the truth.
as in, i tried to read ppl's mind..
but as u all noe, we can NV read ppl's mind.
and lidat, i assumed things!
argh.
and to say the truth, its dumb!
y i say so....?
can u imagine u, hurting urself emotionally and its all bcos,u assume ppl think this way.
let me tell u one simple truth...
i am not always right, we are not always right !
revolution hur?
so i am always reminding myself....
i cannot assume how ppl think and end up hurting myself
its dumb, its reali dumb !


i truly hate this word "assuming"
due to bad experience abt it.
share a puny bit.
there is this person THOUGHT that i dun trust her, since den, she refused to trust me.
another person, THOUGHT that i am angry, and she scream at me for god knows reason.
and many misunderstandings and mistakes occurs when "assuming" comes in.
and of cos, i did this stupid mistake MANY times too!
i rmber i ASSUME that my sheep knows.. and u noe wat?
no one knows.. so end up, everything was in chaos.
omg, its jus disastrous!


ohh..... and also.
i reali wana say that i appreciate eelee alot =)
i am not very good at saying words that will moved ppl to tears.
i am lousy at words !
jus wana say that, God favours me by giving me eelee as shepherd =)
i lurve u shepherd !

and and and..

today aaron told me this... "i lurrve you!" and many others words that i cant reali catch it.

oh btw, aaron is my brother... duhh.

i was kinda shocked but touch.

i am still trying to figure out wat exactly he said after the 'i love u'

cos she speak in a real fast speed due to time constrain.

and i reali wonder.... is that a forfeit for him or ...?

hahaha, nvm..

i feel very blessed =)


i was thinking...
my grp is growing too slow!!!
stuck at 12 for god knows how long...
damn long!
can we break it soon ?
15 ppl!!!!!
dun underestimate God's abilities k!
we are not able, TRUE.
but God is able.
i duno wat to say.
catch my heartbeat?
15 !
we should move on frm 12 mann.
its time
PASSION.
hey, passion!
got it?
passion cannot be dead!
its a boo boo and hoo hoo to allow the passion to die off.
its our responsibilities to renew ourselves.
no matter how sucks the circumstances are, we will have capacity to renew our soul =)
passion cannot be dead.
blive God for great things.
dun limit God.
=)
if u dare to blive God, God will give it to us!
its OURS anyway, its jus the matter of time =)
wahahaha.
so make it soon!
lols


ohh!! long post!!
as i say...
today is the day where my brains are working hard.
hehe!

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argh.

today is.... a.... bad day?

i had a bad fall !!

how can that happen to me??

 

 

let me tell ya wat happen.......

as u guys noe..

it was raining..

i was abt to enter the MRT....... i slipped and fell !!

my left feet went into the gap between the train and the platform..

and it was exactly the position where i had my operation!

very painful.....

 

 

i was about to cry in the train..

but i dun dare..

i walk all the way to the next cabin...

too paiseh liao..

but yeah it hurts...

 

 

when i reach, i showed my cg members my poor feet..

and it was swollen...

reali swollen.

now, i cant walk properly!

argh. =(

 

 

i duno if i should go see doc.

cos i am very worry that the pain and the swollen was actually blueblack.

den if i go & see doc, i would be making a big fuss over it..

oh well.... was in dilemma again.

 

 

okay... this was so..... embarrassing... isnt it?

had a big fall in mrt.

argh, to tik abt it.... it was rather funny hur?

oh no oh no....

i am so clumsy!

 

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West A event.. moii caregroup!!
oh well, we look ugly. lols


so... this is the way they love me!!
fancy bullying me hur? =p


west A !! snow white =)
enjoy ourselves! =p

Jency: " Hey!! i'm here to hao lian to u, i went jogging!!
haha.... and my reply to her is................
ting: "so.. wats the big deal?? wahaha!"
haha, i sound mean isnt it?
opps!! i'm sorry miss jency!
anyway, dear jency, jogging for once in the blue moon dun work lar!
u have to be consistant....
and i seriously doubt that u will be consistant in this.
wahahaa, actually, i confess that i wun either!!
jency, we are on the same boat.. blehz!
come on, prove me wrong!! yeah.


today, jency thinks that she can slim down abit bcos she went jogging...
today, i tik i can slim down abit too!!
not bcos i went jogging.. but all bcos i had diarrhoea..
argh..
was stucked in the toillet and yeah, i had a funny thought...
since my tummy is on the "clearing" process...
y dun all the fats and oils pass out together??
thats a 'might as well' thing wat.. lols
oh well, sound so uncivilised, but to say the truth, that's MOST woman's desire ok!


was down with flu and cold as well..
oh well, it seems that my physical body has broken down today..
be healed!! in jesus name..
for the diarrhoea part, if this can slim me down, wahaha, i'm fine with diarrhoea!!
jus that i dun wana poo on my pants and my butt to...
oh ok, its getting more and more off.

aiya, wat i said are actually craps.

cos for diarrhoea, the pain is unbearable.
okay God, ur will be done. amen =)


was doing the devotion today...
i was reminded of this song...
"consuming fire, fan into flame..a passion for your name"
and i start asking myself this question..
"y am i doing wat i am doing?"
to be honest, i took sometime to anawer this question..


actually why we do wat we do is all for the lost souls..
agree?
the purpose of having cg and service is more den having fun and satisfy ourselves.
its for the lost souls.
the purpose y we need renewal, is more den jus refreshing..
its so that we can get right with God, be charged up, to do God's work.
and God's work is always abt lost souls.
the purpose of shepherding is more den jus teaching the wog..
once we are right with God, we will catch his heartbeat.
and u noe wat? god's heartbeat is always for the people.
all in all, i'm trying to say that...
lets not be inward looking..
cg, service, shepherdings etc etc should not only exist for ourselves.
it should be a channel for the lost souls to connect back to God =p


weary,routine,drag,reluctant,complains...etc etc..
all these wun exist if there is PASSION burining in us.
without passion, serving God wouldnt be joyful, it will be a chore.
and we noe it clearly that serving God is not a chore, its suppose to be joyful.
God, renew this passion in us.
God, i wana be on fire for u!!
help me to serve u with passion and with joy =)
i dun wana lead my life as a routine.
it will be so meaningless, remind me y i do wat i do..


-living for jesus is not a part time job-

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God understands.

He noe me inside-out.

How can he not understand?

 

 

the little thoughts that ran thru my mind..

the stir in my heart.

my little discomforts.

the way i feel.

God understand them all..

 

 

simply bcos, he noe me inside out...

how can the creator not understand the creation?

simply bcos i am his creation, and he is my creator.

how can he not understand?

how is that possible?

 

 

He knows me inside out..

the little details in me.

may it be in my heart, my physical body , my spiritual body, my mind..

he knows everything abt it, even there is this puny little sand went into me, HE KNOWS !

 

 

bcos he knows me inside out.

bcos he is my creator and i am his creation..

bcos he bothers and care abt me...

bcos he is attentive to me.

he simply loves and adore me =)

 

 

inside-out.

i am transparent b4 God.

cos he already knows.

 

i am proud to be his creation =)

i am blessed, i am loved...

i am in awe.

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Monday..

ting's morning...


OVERSLEPT!!
again =(
suppose to mit the little darlings 10.30am at lot 1..
but i woke up at 10.30am.. argh.
i felt reali bad abt it and i FLY over..
reach cck at 11.30am and ya, that was rather fast =p

ting's noon..


went basketball court and duhh, we played basketball =p
yes, if u are rubbing ur eyes to make sure u've not seen e wrong thing....
let me tell u this... dun doubt !!
haha...
i reali played bball ! =p
oh well...
actually its more to.. walking ard the bball court..
wahaha.
i have been strolling ard the court during the match!
i am there jus to add on to e numbers.
i am pretty sure abt that !!
wahahahahaa..... this is another duhh thing to all =p
blehz !


went to playground and played blind mice.
wahaha.
i guess this is another incredible fact to u guys.
fancy seeing a 18 year old gal playing blind mice in the playground..
however, i seriously tik that childhood games is the best.
i lurrve to play childhood games..!! =p
"wats the time now mr wolf" anyone?
omg, u can literally see me hanging myself to avoid being catch..
when i am the blind mice, i took very long to walk one step forward, due to fear and insecurity.. let alone catching them!!
if not for xiao xuan losing grip n fell, i guess i am still the blind mice one hour later!
oh well, thats not a very proud thing thou.


it was raining and we did many dumb but meroriable stuff..
we ran frm the park all e way to lot 1..
BARE FOOTED.
fyi, it was ard 2 bus stops away.. i guess.
its quite a long distant...
its fun =)
never in my life i ran in public under the rain bare footed and enter the shopping center drenched
many eyes were on us but at that point of time..
image doesnt reali matter. =p


went mac and we played true or dare..
opps, its only dare.
hahaha
cant imagine us being so wild.
we literally heck care our image and played like nv b4 =)

all in all, i tik its fun to be crazy =)


ting's evening...


played with dogs.
damn cute can?
lols.
at that point of time, i wanted a dog so much.
but yeah, i noe...
keeping a dog is not as easy as i tik.
thats for sure !


went home and i noe, i stinked !
i dun dare to sit at mrt or bus.
was very very concious....
hey, i reali stinked ok.. haha


ting's mid-night..


greive.
my hamster die =(
was so shocked.
cos a few mins of his death, he was still walking ard.
cry and cry...
it has been for sometime that i cry myself to slp mann.
din reali dare to call anyone cos for sure,they will call me foolish.
but thank God, i have cindy =)
thanks gal.. hehehe.
i feel like crying again =(
stop laughing if u are laughing man.
i noe its dumb thou.


TUE


wake up.... with that 'heavy' feeling..
went to look at my another hamster.
she was eating...
a few mins later...
i went for a second look..
she was dead !!!!
this time, no more tears.
jus stunned.
i am reali puzzled leh...
their death is so sudden lar..
i still cant figure out why mann.


i duno y news spread like wildfire..
it seems like everyone knows that my hamsters die.
and everyone was like.............
laughing?
hais, i reali wonder...
wats so funny mann.


actually if i am an outsider, i would laugh at someone who cry for a hamster.
mayb i would ignore that person.
but but but.....
its jus too bad that i'm 'that person'
yupps.
am i kid-dish?
why is that nobody cares when i am so upset abt the hamster?
that insignificant.
ok lar, not nobody lar..
can see that jia hui they all quite sad when i told them abt it.
ok, i am done with my insignificant sharing abt my hamster.


went sentosa.
okay, supposed to sun-tanned.
but apparently it was an unsuccessful one.
1-the sun wasnt that powerful.
2-we were there for a little while..
but my face look red!!
hehe.
not that red, i like that pinkish colour on my face =)
healthy look.


NOW

- upset abt hamster.
hai ya, i took too long to forget abt it le.
- sianzation
tml is wed again
4 hrs of accounts!
save me!! anyone?


oh ya..
today i learn abt different styles of leadership.
my application is that i wana find out wat is my style, wat is my strength..
so that i can capitalise on my strength =)
so..... do u noe wats ur strength ??
u have to noe it mann.


ii am reali blessed by jia hui...
she has difficulties coming to sat service this week..
however, she was not a passive player in this.
she took the extra miles to ask again..
and and, she reali has the heart and she wants to go !!
i am so blessed to noe abt it mann =)
she told me that she dun wana miss cg and service.


ting-jia hui: " service so fun, dun understand y some ppl refused to go..."
jia hui-ting: " bcos they haven try mah..."


wahahaha....
yes, if u haven taste the goodness of God, how do u noe that God is good?

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ting's sat...
wat a happening sat..
hehes.


didnt have a good nite slp last nite...
i duno y !! i have difficulties in falling asleep..
and and and... i cant slp at peace.
and this morning, i woke up alarmed !
received an sms that goes like this....
" ting, i dun have guitar leh..."
something lidat...
i seriously dislike this kinda last min situations mann.
haha
but yea, thank God. found a guitar at last =)


hur hur hur, i reach somerset at 10.30am today !!
i lurve the feeling of being early..
cos i can walk in the speed that i enjoy and not rush
i hate the feeling of rushing..
hehes.
but amazing thou, i board on da train at 10am.


went to starhub.. and yes!
i look like a zombie.
fyi, i slept for less den 3 hours.
grrrrrr....
was making a prayer in my heart...
"God, give me strength... God, have some colour on my face!"
haha.


didnt eat anythimg.
got 2 reasons.
one- i am broke !
two- my tummy have this weird feeling...
ii am very touch by phoebe, who blessed me with a cup of hot milo.
wah !!
din reali noe how to express how i feel mann.
opps, btw, i am not very good at expressing, esp when i am touched..
reali !!
side track abit.. i was telling many ppl that i very scared when i got older, my partner did some romantic stuff to me, that will melt my heart that kind, i duno how to react sia !!
wahahaha..
but thankie phoebe =)
that hot milo warm my tummy & it feels comfy =)


practiced worship with yuqian..
and this reali brighten my day.
it feels good to worship God mann.

the feeling is so awesome, to start my day off with a worship =)
thou its jus a practice. =)


after service we had our west a meet !
played with flour and it was so gross mann
many ppl complained that they nearly puke.
i reali wonder.. so do u guys enjoy the games?
wahahaha
i tik its way better den those toilet games or wacko mann.
this is memorable can? blehz !
oh well, initially i was eased when i noe i am the game master, i can avoid doing all those gross stuffs.
but..BUT.. i still kana flour anyway, due to the cheeky nature of the ppl.. yups.
wahahaha.


as u all noe, i obviously noe nuts abt guitar !!
i didnt noe that the chords was a total mistake until de hui told us.
opps, i am talking abt the worship leading in west meet.
and it was very last min... i can feel like my soul gonna separate frm me le..
in simple language, i feel that my heart will stop beating anytime and jus die there.
this is one of the few times that i will feel nervous for worship.
not nervous, more to terrified !


finally its worship time...
cry..
its a chaos.
i can feel that my heart was....... dropping?
is that the word to describe?
wahahaha
and i told God..
"God..... help me !"
and yups. i calm myself down...
i worship god..
the only way to minister ppl in worship is to be ministered by God.
if not... how?
so yeah.


went to mit my gals.
in general, my grp's momentum was kinda low, moral low as well.
i reali duno wat to do !!
one of the reason was also bcos i am discouraged as well.
so said nth and we prayed in spirit for some time....
pray for a fresh touch etc.
praise God, there was a divine exchange =)
after that few mins, we are so refreshed !
can hear ppl tearing, can see the desperation of the ppl.
the wonders of seeking God, the wonders of coming to God in expectations =)


for now, i am dead sleepy now.
i HOPE that i can slp real early..
no flipping on bed anymore pls !


its ok to take a break, my dear gals =)
lets us rest in God's hands =)
heart at peace, heart at rest.


jus wana say that.... if we put our focus back to God, e probs will be smaller.

how many of the ppl knows this simple fact abt magnifying on God and not on probs, but how many ppl actually putting it into practice?

trust God!! he is able! come on !
focus on God, not sweeping everything under the carpet, not dwelling.
but come to God and deal with the issue.
have victory over it.
focus on God, and things will not be that chaos.
focus on God, not urself, not the prob not others.
GOD the almighty, wat us one thing that he cannot do?
-none.

 

memorable

momentum

desperation

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anxiety.


That familiar indescribable feeling.


i need a break !


i need peace.


how i wish............................
nth will bother me anymore..
how i wish...............
u can make me vanish into thin air.

be serious.. would u?
it jus breaks my heart.. when u treat this as a trifling matter.
argh.


God..
i'm sorry that i didnt lead my life as exciting as it meant to be...
i have tons and tons of things to tell u, yups..
but its jus within u and me..
our litle conversations.
=)


u created me to love me.
u created me to lead an exciting life.


DAY 20 - devotions

DOING THE IMPOSSIBLE

i find this pretty interesting..

- A church bulletin captured this reality in the following prayer: "so far today, Lord, i've done all right. i haben gossiped; i haben lost my temper; i haben been greedy. grumpy, nasty, selfish, or overindulgent. i'm very thankful for that. But in a few moments, Lord, i'm going to get out of bed. And from then on, i'm going to need alot of help." -


- whatever u face today, u dun face alone. Christ's spirit is there with u. Count on it! -


- wat is the difference between overcoming probs thru mere human determination and overcoming thru working with the holy spirit? -


the abv points triggles my heart.


all in all...
i jus wana say that..................
i wana lead my life as how God want it to be.
its tough thou.


give me the strength.
i need faith and hope.
most importantly, i need joy.


DO NOT TURN BACK.
however, i somehow regreted.
but 2nd thought, i noe God has his purpose.
and also, God is giving me a chance a to impact ppl
God is giving me time !
to make it or break it.
God, help me.. k? =)


please u with my life..
i dun wana end my day with regrets and disappointments.
the only strategy is to live life with u, stay close with u.
right?

the reason y u haben been an overcomer is u haben realised the one that is in u is greater ! =)


2 KINGS 6 : 15-17

15 When the servant of the man of God got up and went out early the next morning, an army with horses and chariots had surrounded the city. "Oh, my lord, what shall we do?" the servant asked.
16 "Don't be afraid," the prophet answered. "Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."
17 And Elisha prayed, "O LORD, open his eyes so he may see." Then the LORD opened the servant's eyes, and he looked and saw the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha


John 16 : 33

33"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

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ROMANS 8 : 5-9

5Those who live according to the sinful nature have their minds set on what that nature desires; but those who live in accordance with the Spirit have their minds set on what the Spirit desires.
6The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace;
7the sinful mind is hostile to God. It does not submit to God's law, nor can it do so.
8Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God.
9You, however, are controlled not by the sinful nature but by the Spirit, if the Spirit of God lives in you. And if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he does not belong to Christ.


extracted frm devotion say 19.


i simply love these verses.


sheer willpower is not enough...
amen =)


if u have trusted God, u would have saved urself a lot of needless worry.


freedom.
are u set free?
or......... still caught in the same old routine and probs?
be set free by God =)
we are overcomers


PHI 4 :8

8Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things


means... other den that.. dun tik !! wahahaa
negative thoughts , needless thoughts .. shoo !

No Time

I knelt to pray,
but not for long,
I had too much to do.
Must hurry off and get to work,
For bills would soon be due.

And so I said a hurried prayer,
Jumped up from off my knees,
My Christian duty now was done.
My soul could be at ease.

All through the day
I had no timeto speak a word of Christ to friends
They'll laugh at me I feared.

No time, no time,
too much to do
That was my constant cry.
No time to give to those in need
At last it's my time to die.

And when before the Lord I came
I stood with down cast eyes.
Within his hands he held a book,
It was the Book of Life

God looked into his book and said
Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down
But never found the time.

- Msgr. Lawrence Luciana


thanks hui ru for sending me =)
wahahhahaa...
actually i have lotsa this kind of stories, attempted to blog it, however, it look like one BIG CHUNK .. wahahha..
so forget abt it .
blehs =p

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let me show u wat the lord has done to west a two.. =)

let me show u wat is life transformation all abt..

let me show u how real God is .. =)

let me show u something that reali melt my heart and cant stop giving thanks !!

here i go..

 

 

ripped frm cindy's blog..

 

I went to Ting’s hse in the morning for meeting and also planned to stay overnite there. I was kind of looking forward for it. I wake up very early to get prepared. Heex…We planned this meeting called Seed Meet I shared that I was being motivated by this new plan. It really spurs me on. Ting, also mention that it’s time for problems and breakthrough. Yeah! More breakthroughs, more and more…! I want to grow more in God

 

 

Waking up in the morning I went to meet my sheep; Jocasta. I was tremendously touched by her. She knew that she wad late for shepherding and she took the initiative to take cab. That cab fare cost her $11+. Moreover, her dad gave her onli $10 for lunch.

 

 

Ripped frm jia hui's blog..

 

before der sat i vrey happy can go seed meet..hahas..so fun...love my one and only sherperd forever!!!*smuacks*
LOOKING FORWARD FER DER COMING CARE GROUP AND SERVICE!!!!!

 

Ripped frm Jia wan's blog..

 

nnw everydae i`m doing quiet tyme! i`m so gladd wif myself.
i dunt wanna miss out my personnal tyme wif mie nnd god. =D

 

 

eu nno. doing quiet tyme is simply wonderful.
speaking tu god. hyiem nnd eu onli.
denn hyie replied eu thru bible.
its jus let eu feel so wonderful!!
trust mie. i`ve tried it. eu shld too.!!

 

 

looking forwardd tu tmr.!!
caregroup ;; shepherding ;; ANOTHER family gathering.!!

 

 

Ripped frm wan ling's blog..

 

GOD ii realy realy wan to recive
HOLLY SPIRIT

 

GOD was withb me
everrityme when ii was alone
GOD was the one withb me
dderhx llorhx x]]....

 

 

Ripped frm jes's blog..

 

arghh!! ii toldd tiingg.. ii wiL fiind more seeds!!! evenn now deyy all hav withered.. ii will still continue findd more... god.. ii will nv giiv up!! tishh week cannot.. nexx weekk still will go

 

 

! ii wanna b a cL soon! tuu takk care of eur sheeps=) ii wann tu share eur gospel tuu everyyone.. eur testimonyy!! tuu da whole worldd!!=) eu arhh da one!!

 

wahahaha.

i thank God for his wonders =)

 

 

 Fastest Growing CG
YWA2
They grew from 4 to 10 people. This was supposed to be a pioneering cg but didnt see growth for a long time. They were about 4-5 people for many months and the people in the CG were not as united. I remembered in one Service, there will only 3 people in Service attendance. I met up with these 3 people and had to address the commitment and unity issue. During that time, the CL, was working alone. We were on the verge of combining this CG with other CG. But thank God, the members responded and started to work. Within just 4 months, we see 10 people in this CG and 50% of them are from sec 1. Now the members worked very hard, going the extra mile to retain these new believers. Praise God!

 

 

thankiew God ! =)

 

 

 

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[- Romans 7 :14-25 -]

14We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin.
15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
16And if I do what I do not want to do, I agree that the law is good.
17As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.
18I know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature.[a] For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.
19For what I do is not the good I want to do; no, the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.
20Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.
21So I find this law at work: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me.
22For in my inner being I delight in God's law;
23but I see another law at work in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin at work within my members.
24What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?
25Thanks be to God—through Jesus Christ our Lord! So then, I myself in my mind am a slave to God's law, but in the sinful nature a slave to the law of sin.


Devotions ; Day 18
GET OFF MY BACK


in you, i have freedom.
in you, i am set free.
in you, i found peace.
in you, i found love
in you, i no longer comdcondemn myself.
in you, i found forgiveness.
in you, i found grace.


as i say, many many times, i cant help it but to detest myself..
that's due to my sinful nature.
but yeah...
many many times, i'm amazed by God
his Grace.
i cant help me but to be thankful
thankiew God.


ur understanding..
ur patient..
ur love, unconditional love..
ur grace..
ur peace..


amazing grace... who saved a wretched like me..


thankiew God.
i dun deserve all these.
i reali dun.


such love, such grace..
such an undeserved grace..
why do ppl still turn away?
becos they are ungrateful.


so.. who says that christian life is a boriin life?
so.. who says that life in his kingdom is a burden?


we are so so privilege !! did u realise that? =)
its a boo boo to say... "pls sacrifice to serve God"
its a privilege.
God is perfectly fine if u choose not to take part in his plan.
god doesnt need us anyway.
but why did God, not only once, but many many times ask us to serve, ask us to take part in His plan?
all bcos, God dun wana us to miss out something big.

and also, bcos he love us..
he is giving us this privilege, God jus dun wana us to miss out wat he has for us.


I LURVE YOU GOD !!

 

privilege

-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

 

 

 

 

 

 

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some thoughts that ran thru my mind..


am i too defensive?
am i?
am i not?


should i do it?
if i do it, i might lost a fren and invite many troubles that i dun wana go thru.
if i dun do it, it might hurt both parties.
so... should i?
God, teach me wat to do.


God make me disappear now..
would u?


i am imperfect.
if u guys are looking for a perfect leader...
sorry, i will fail u.
for sure !
i hope that u guys will follow the wog, follow me as i follow jesus.
not my short-comings.
for my part, i will strive to be someone better.
For God's sake, for my sake and for my ppl sake.
i wont compromise anything for the fact that i am a sinner..
i wana give my best, for god =)
but for ur part, pin-pointing me doesnt help.
y not do a health check for ur own?
follow leaders as they follow christ.
cos no leader is perfect.
got it?


i wana grow also =)
understand?
i am not doing nth.
got it?
yups !

a speedy post will do.. (i suppose??) wahahaha
i have mixed feelings now.
actually dun reali noe why.
however, i dun exactly duno why =)


oh well. millions sorry to jency and joyce. i broke that diet covenant many times.
nowadays i ate alot ! and all with family..
jus so weird that i have ALOT of family gathering nowadays.
and yups, i have 2 seperate incomplete families, and this is why i have more gatherings.
wahahha.
ting, SELF-CONTROL !


ipod nano ! have a chance to win it. but its a tough decision, should i take part of that dumb promotion thingy? wahahaha.. but.. its ipod nano leh ! =x


actually, i had a self-discovery.
i am a "avoiding" person.
and this is so so so.... sick.
actually i am kinda extream.
haiz, duno how to say.
jus wana say that, i dun reali like many many things that is happening, but yeah, i pretended that nth is wrong.
hur,u think i am reali ok abt it? u tik its a joke?
i wanted to treat it as a joke too, but sometimes, that is jus not the case.
i am affected.
hmmms, dun be too sensitve abt wat i jus said. =p


oh my.. eugene irritate aaron too much that.... when i knocked at aaron's door, he scream damn loud...
"DONT DISTURB ME LAR!!!!!!!!!!!!"
scare mii !!!!! didnt noe that i reali sound like eugene. wahahhahaa
omg, was abit pissed but yea, i noe its jus another misunderstanding.
haha

yups.
a few thanks giving points =)

1. i thank God for cindy. i enjoy my friday alot ! that "game" was jus a tot while i bath, wahahaha... and it became our tool to share deep ! so divine, it mus be God mann. wahaha.. yea, read ur blog, i was very very happy to see wat u typed. and yups, we are more like frenz =) got to noe u more and i look forward to another overnight !! wahahaha love u to bits ! yups !
   
   
   
2. i thank God for my gals !! jes, phoebe and cindy. all of ur passion for God, for this cg =) breakthru in west A 2 and ii hope that west a 2 wun exist soon and very soon cos we are movin on to a unit soon! =) alright, seed meet. wahaha. lets continue to grow and grow ! its time for new dynamic in this grp le =) do u noe that we are very blessed to be the history maker in west a 2? hehes. miracles and breakthru will come ! amen !
   
   
   
3. i wana thank God for.... God !! wahahaha. yeah ! jia hui can go camp !! was very very very happi when i receive this news ! jia hui, dun worry that we will ps u lar, u are already part of us, its gonna be uneasy without u!! wahahaha. xiao lion arh, lets pray that the rest of the AES gals can go too ! since God answerd ur prayer, God will answer their's too !! we pray together for them too k? hehe. God is good, isnt it ? =) i lurve u xiao lion. =)
   
   
   
4. thank God for the rest of the AES gals, plus others new Bs ! thankiew for trying hard to go camp, ii truely blive that God will help u guys de =) hey hey hey, dun mss out this camp!! reali !! trust that prayers reali works ! =p
   
   
   
5. thank god for...my family =)
   
   
   

1. thank God for a few more new clothes !! wahahaha.
    

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another wed has past...
hmmmmms.
as u guys noe, i hate wed alot !
cos every wed morning, i will drag my feet to skool.
wahaha
hmmms, todays accounts lesson is kinda boriin?
lols.
but glad taht i have this gal sitting beside me.
i actually forgot to ask wats her name ! lols
actually i noe many ppl already, but i duno their names !
nv sit with him today, but yea, its still a 'can-make-it' lesson cos that gal is quite friendly =)
i nv crush him !! jus in case u guys are wondering.. its that i enjoy sitting with him cos he is interesting and friendly =)


the highlight of this borrin wed is....
i have shepherding with eelee !
yeah.
i was duper late.
sighs.
eelee ramdomly ask me a question
"wat is ur big dream for God?"
i said... "i wana lead a big big grp for God..."
eelee: " How big? wat is ur ideal number?"
ting:" i nv tot of this question b4..."
eelee: " dream a big dream for God, write it down or something, one day u will be supprise by wat God can do... "


now ting is wondering...
wat is one big big dream taht i have for God?
to lead 100 ppl? to see myself doing.... hmmms wat?
haha, i am totally clueless now leh
all i noe is i wana be someone that can impact others and lead a big big grp..
big bog grp means how big?
hmmmms.
i tik i have to pray and strat dreaming abt my big drem for Him !!
haha
i wana do great things for God.
things that i cant do it, only can do it by God's grace.
so that when one day, that dream came to pass, all glory to God alone.


so.... wats big dream should i dream?
errrrrrrr.........


-EPH 3 : 19-21-
19and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
20Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.


so i cannot underestimate God wors.
can u see wat ting is doing for God in a few years down the road?
i reali pray that i wouldnt be e same as wat i am doing now.
i pray that it will be something that will amused me if i noe wats my future.
lols.
can? God... can?
hehehehe..

 

 

God bless me !!

yeah.

Daddy agree to hekp me and didi to pay $40 each for camp !!

wahahahahhahaha

i jus need to foke out $50.

praise God ! =)

and and and, daddy will give me extra $150 every month.

if i teach eugene... his skool work etc..

wah.

a great deal isnt it?

cos i shouldnt receive any rewards if i teach my own bro, but daddy reward me anyway !! yeah !

mother day is coming.

i wana draw a card for daddy.

cos he is my mother and father.

yups.

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wahahaha
here i am blogging again !!!
actually i jus finish doing my devtions.
its talking abt prayers
it wrote this.......
prayer should be our 1st response-not our last resort.
hey, isnt this wat i blogged sometime ago? wahahaha
http://-tingg-.blogspot.com/2006_03_01_-tingg-_archive.html
go see the march 01 2006 entry.



Not only that, we dun pray abt the trouble very long or pause to consider wat the bible has to say abt our response to our prob. it's amazing, thou, wat can happen when we take time to pray abt the issue and listen to god speak thru his word. He will give us a fresh way to look at our situation, and help us to be more christ-like.
-ENCOUNTER day 11 (9may06)-

There are alot of tmls..
the thing is.... there are how many tmls for me?
argh.
everyday counts.
every min, every sec... it counts.
its precious.
shant waste them.
they wun come back, not even if u cry hard.
yeah.
so.... ting gonna use her time wisely and make sure everyday counts =)
make sure, everyday is a fufilling day for me.
yupps !

cant blive that i get pissed by little little things.
am i crazy or something?
tell ya wat happen. i am pretty sure that u guys will laugh ur head off.
i woke up, craviin for egg !!
it has been sometime since i ate an egg already.
and i realise that my hse no eggs!! not even one !!
so disappointed.
but reali eh, my hse got nth !!
i am damn hungry now.
daddy saw my irritation and gave me extra money to go out eat.
and the dumbest thing is i actually reject it!!
oh well, plainly bcos i am too lazy to go out to eat.
but i regret it anyway..
i reali crave for an egg !!!


but one little simple thing made me smile jus now.
auntie bought me a new tooth brush !!
very nice, pink colour one.
its the newest colgate 360degree tooth brush.
i duno y, i lurve my tooth brush alot !! =)


can say that its kinda happening mornin for me.
pisseed and a smile at the same time.
but but, my worry now is... i am going to town with jens later with 5 bucks !
argh.
i jus need one meal and it will be gone.
oh well.
but thankiew God anyway =)

actually i had a dilemma if i should post this entry or not.
cos in this entry i wana give thanks or rather, take time to appreciate some ppl in my life =)
disclamer: if ur name is not there, doesnt mean that i dun bother abt u !! dun be too sensitive k? lol
so yea, here i go.


EELEE- shepherd !! i lurve u to bits ! hahaha. thanks for guiding me and also, thanks for being my listening ear as well =) u noe wat? i always look forward to mit u !! i am reali blessed to have a shepherd like u, cos u are someone that i noe u care for me =) thanks for investing in me and i reali appreciate it !! thanks for ur extra miles, esp my O level period and also the 'DAE' times. haha...... more lar, but cant name all, and also the gifts that u gave me =) wahaha. felt so loved. lurve u shepherd !!


JENCY- eh gal arh !!!! actually jus now when u msn me, trying to comfort me cos u noe that i am feeling upset abt my O level thingy, i am truely touched =) it reali warmths my heart when i see ur tag also. wahahaha. i reali hope to be ur fren eh, as in close frenz =) i reali love to spend time with u and also, wanna noe u more. hmmmmms. i tik that fri was so divine lar, but yea, dun wana stop there, wana build our friendship in a deeper way =) lurve u sister !! and and and, thanks for the slipper !! i wore it already. lolx !! thanks for investing in me too =p u are impt to me =)


CINDY- haha. u more or less noe wat i wana say le rite? lol. u are the 1st one to noe that u are impt to me!! i blive God places u in my life for a purpose. wahaha. reali miss the days when we laze ard at cck with a cup of bubble tea. lols. now things are different, we have lesser times le but i blive a real friendship is not abt the amt of time spent together, quality, not quantity. yups !! =) am reali glad to see u being a shepherd of 3. come on, be a CL for God =) i have alot to say,however, i feel funny to type again, the rest u noe le hor ?? lol. i lurve u sheep !


JOYCE- i tik u are one person that i wun forget for life mann. thanks for bringing me to noe God, wun forget how u retain me with a nose stud and a card. lols. wun forget how u bless me by topping up my ez link and buying that slipper.tahts when i truely understand wat it means by loving ppl =) wun forget that box of sweets when i 1st became a CL. i am always tear when i read the duper long letter that u wrote.. ( do u still rmber??) and, i still keep that box that u contain the sweets !! lols. i will nv forget how patient u are when u teach me maths and accounts. i tik God favour me by placing u in my life =) we squabble alot, however, i came to realise that u reali care for me !! =) and i do love u alot too =)


DEWEN - hey !! u are like a big brother to me =) and also like a shepherd to me when u were my UL. lols. eh, thanks for 'ta-han-ing' me for all my nonsense. esp the cny that incident. was reali amused that u are not angry at all. thanks for alwalys being there for me and thanks for appreciating me. jus realised that other den joyce, u are the another one that watch me 'grow up' hehehe. lurve ya =)


JES- my tall sheep !!!!!! hahaha. dun angry. blehz. its a joy to be ur shepherd. u are so teachable, so passionate. eelee was affirming u on sat, saying that u are reali very passionate, u are always fighting to share ur testi abt God's goodness in ya life =) i am not supprise that God will use u in a great way !! i enjoy spending time with ya =) hahaha, sometime i admit that i am abit fierce to u, wahhaha, but sheep, i reali love u eh, reali wana see u grow, see u to be more mature. thanks for being so hospitable, always open up us hse for us =) thanks for supporting me. u play an impt role in this cg =) jia you gal, u have great potential. and and and, thanks for being faithful in doing stas, collecting tithings and shepherding ur sheep =) u are a good shepherd to all of them =) i lurve u !!!!


PHOEBE- hey sheep, glad taht our relationship has grown closer =0 u are one sheep that loves challenges and always wanting a breakthruu. noe that u are trying hard and also, thanks for supporting me !! thanks for ur purple pen and also thanks for being frank to me =0 i appreciate wat u have done and yea, u are impt !! =p i love u sheep =p

SHUZ and JEREL- i miss u very very much !! i reali duno wat to say, reali alot alot alot to say ! jus wana tell u guys that i look forward to catch up with u guys. i miss u i miss u i miss u !!!!!


GORDON- still dun understand y we can crap for such a long time. haha.. hey jus wana thank u for spending time with me, as in msn.lols. ienjoy chatting with ya !! i still rmber that time when u noe that i am damn sad ( that sat when i cry.. u rmber??) haha... u kept saying things trying to comfort me or something. aiya i forgot le lar. but nvm, i tik u rmber, cos u have wonderful memories. lols. hey dude, stusy hard for ur Os, at the same time, strive to be a CL for God!! come on =)

 

 

ok more or less lidat.

hahaha

i suddenly wana do this while bathing.

jus feel so bless by many ppl that God place in my life =)

thank u god !!

squabble

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oh well, jus wana post abt my today. =)
wasnt too bad =) wahaha


met qiu lian and gordon on train..
this is not planned.
can say that the trip with them was quite pleasent =)
hehehe.
but i realised taht i talk too much.
opps !!
always lidat one !
but to say the truth, i am very very extream.
sometimes, i can be very silence when i met ppl on train, sometime e other way round.
not that i mood swing, but more of, if i am comfy or nt =)
but yeah, i dun like to be with big crowd.


was abit late for prayermeeting !!
i mus make it a point, i have to be punctual !!
cant walk fast due to this lousy sandals i am wearing.
i have to_____ my toe when i walk.
i seriously duno wat word to decribe my toes when i walk.
haha
gordon suggested "Gek" haha
i tik "Gek" is the best word to decribe my toe at the moment.
however, i still prefer to use a eng word to decribe it. lol.
but "Gek" is funny thou =p
i seriously tik that i can walk faster in heels compared to this sandals.
lol.


yay !!
won the best of e best fastest growing cg !!
hehehehehehee !!!!
back to jan, at that moment, fastest growing cg is nv nv in my dictionary.
mayb, fastest growing as in growing literally.
obese..... i mean.
ok lar joke.
actually, i am jus trying to say that, i'm reali supprise when i receive the sms frm eelee.lols
yea, jus wana say that...
the award dun jus belongs to me alone.
YOU GALS play a big role.
and, GOD play a big big role in this.
thanks for supporting me, both my spiritual daddy and children =)
i rmber a few years ago,i won the best of e best NB award.
that time i dun reali noe wats going on.
i rmber they gave me a mini-vase.
i was too practical that i threw it away after a few days.
lol
cos i dun grow flowers.
but regret throwing it away mann -_-
stupid me.


have one convert today !!
and and and, my NBs were holy spirit baptised !!
congrats =)


hmmmms.
i was blined by my limitations.
this leads to the lack of faith.
this leads to materialism.
being materialistic is not jus loving the things of the world more den God, but it also means that u trust wat u see, rather den trusting God.
currently, my grp have 14 ppl already.
hitting a unit is not a prob.
however, i have no faith in this, bcos i feel so in lack.
as in, not enough shepherds and leaders.
BUT, i wun tik this way again.
change my mind set.
y did i box God up?
y did i doubt?
if i am going to grow this grp with my own way, my own strategy, den how long can this grp exist?
victory not bcos of i am smart or something, its more of, God is working =)
okay, if i wana do great thing for God, the 1st step will be.. my God have to be a big God.
if i 'limit' wat god can do, den its so difficult for God to use me to do great things for His kingdom.
so.... this fri, i wana mit my gals and pray thru =)


today, daddy make me so sad again.
actually i tik its me lar.
i duno y leh.
i tik i am getting more demoralised abt my Os.
thou i rmber clearly that david told me e other nite when i am deciding if i wana re take Os r not, he said that once i made up my mind, dun turn back anymore.
i rmber this, and this is so significant to me.
this came in abit late, but thanks david =)
ok, as i was saying...
demoralised.
e reason being is when i read my past entries.
i said that i wana do well to glorify God.
but i failed my maths.
but i tik thats reali my best le.
a D7 might be lousy in many's eyes.
but to me, its not!!
thou i improve in a damn slow speed, but i did my best.
i noe that eelee understand, jency understand, some others understand..
but daddy, mummy and didi dun.
daddy say to eugene " ur jie jie lousy, take o level 2 times, if pass, i wun waste my money to send her to private sch"
mummy say to me " wat a disgrace, next year didi will go poly together with u."
didi says " if i got 24 points for Os, i will cry arh"
i noe that they didnt mean to hurt me, cos they love me.
but i am somehow hurt by their "indirect" speech.
and now, i start to tik, indeed 24 points is lousy.
i am very very scared to fail my maths again, i am so scared that i cant go poly again next year.
its a total bull shit to them when i said, " i did my best le"
u noe y i noe i did my best le?
cos even till now, i didnt regret at all, thou 24 points is not as good.
i am jus upset that they dun understand.


oh ya, i am so sinful !!
i ate supper with daddy jus now !
joyce & jens, pls forgive me!!
actually i dun wana go de, but daddy was so disappointed if i dun go.
pls understand that its VERY rare for us to eat together.
reali RARE.
the last time that we ate together was....... i tik chinese new year.
I THINK.
daddy is a BUSY man!! trust me.


okay lar, tired le.
buais.

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i reali wana thank God for many things.
actually b4 i actually "pen it down" , i tot that a speedy post will do.
however, i highly suspect thats not going to happen !! wahaha


1st, i wana thank God that ii can control myself.
i reali thank the holy spirit that constantly remind me...
"are u sure? wat happen if u blurted it out? think 1st before u do anything..."
these are wat holy spirit has been telling me lately.
and yea, i saved alot of Unnesessary probz and also, i didnt hurt anyone =)
reali feel so blessed!!
thankiew holy spirit =)
anway talking abt this, i am reali angry.
haha.
or.... kinda diasppointed ba.
with this person, alot of truth to share to this person, however, its not the time yet, and i am pretty sure that it will be soon =)
however, i still love this person to bits =)


2nd, i wana thank God for my Nbs.
my Nbs, esp JIAHUI... grew alot alot alot le leh!!!!
i love u gals mann.
pardon me to say this, they are jus so naughty when i 1st saw them
feel like puuling my hair many many times. haha
but but but, now they are serious in God.
they reali did !
in cg, i saw them doing the devotions as told, testimony time, they reali shared how God bless them =)
i got this kind of "smile frm the depth of my heart" feeling when i tik abt it.
indeed, being a CL is like a mother. lols
i mus say this leh, its God leh.
reali.
I was like... "wow God, reali its u leh, God, u are jus too real..."
God lurves my care group =)
neh-neh-ni-poo-poo !!
=)


3rd, tml service, my conformation is 13 !!
praise the lord !
thou its exams times.
wahahahahaha...
wat jens say is rite, exams time doesnt mean we can have the excuses to hit low.
yupps.


4th, my 2 Nbs ask me if i can help them pray to receive holy spirit leh !!
argh !!!!!!!
i am mad i am mad !!
wahahahhahaahahahaha
i am reali touch for this desire of theirs, i blive God is DUPER touched as well !!


5th, today, i got to noe phoebe more =)
yea....
we had our shepherd and sheep's heart to heart talk.
wahahhaa
mayb still haben reach this stage lar.
but yea, i noe we are one step closer already =)
i love u sheep !!


6th, as i mentioned earlier, i have breakthru in my procrastination.
yupps.
i spent my time wisely le hor !!
however, there are still some areas that need breakthru lar =)
in Jesus name... amen !!
i shall overcome =)


7th, i emailed the transit-link company.
i told them that i wanted to apply a student ez link but i cant due to i am not a science student
wahahhaa
i even told them taht i am not working and i am taking accounts instead.
can i apply a student ez link?? =)
oh well, they replied !!!
but they didnt say anything, jus asked for my details.
have hope !!
GOD GOD GOD !!!!!!!!!!!!!
help me help me....
cos adult fare reali too ex le.
more den $150 per month.
God, i reali feel that i am a expensive child.
spend too too too much already !


8th, found a home for our hamster =)
$28.90 only.
other shop sell $33 plus
so ex.
hahaha
yeah.
actually its jia hui & xiao xuan's hamster.
but i help them take care.
they are jus so cute can??
they are as small as my thumb.
as in, same length as my thumb.. wahhahaa
so small eh.. hehe
they are hyper active and they love sun-flower seed !!
wahahaa
ya lar, all hamster are lidat..
my 1st time havin a hamster.
deprived rite? boo.
haha


hmmmms.
i tik my blessings are more or less lidat.
i seriously tik that there are more.
jus that i cant rmber.
when i do, i will update !! =p
yeah.

 

Unnesessary

-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

 

 

 

 

 

 

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This is wat i did for the seminar on tue..

its very interesting !! hahahahahaa

 

 

God image assessment

*The one that is underlined is my and, without underline is the question.. =)

 

 

1. God is my best fren,my listener,e one that i can rely on..

 

2. God is most happy with me when i spend time with him..

 

3. God is unhappy with me when i leave him alone

 

4. God is like my father bcos God pampers me like my dad did =)

 

5. God is like my mother bcos God longs to spend time with me like my mummy did =)

 

6. I feel God is very near =)

 

7. God is most proud of me for i perservered during tough times, i trusted him!

 

8. God feels distant from me when i procrastinate to spend time with him

 

9. In my life, God is most concern abt my relationship with him

 

10. If i could do one thing to please God, that one thing would be changing my attitude towards my dad

 

11. When i pray i feel secured, sometimes sleepy !! (hahahaha)

 

12. When i read the scriptures i feel that god is so amazing.. !!

 

13. The person who reminds me most of God is shuz & eelee..(kinda)

 

14. The thing that reminds me most of God is bible and his promises

 

15. One thing i would change abt my relationship with God is ... i hope our relationship will be very loving kind =)

 

16. God communicates to me thru ppl lor !! and also bible and prayers =)

 

17. God wants me to spend time with him

 

18. I am worried God will be disappointed with me

 

19. God likes to take care of me!

 

20. God becomes distant when i am stagnant

 

21. i regret ...... that sec 2 incident.. not suppose to be written down here !

 

22. the time i felt closest to god was when he spoke to me

 

23. sometimes god jus wana us to wait...

 

24. i want god to make his promises come to pass soon !

 

25. the main strength of my relationship with god is i always rely on him =)

 

26. the main weakness in my relationship with God is discipline myself to sit still and talk to him.. =(

 

27. i wish god would make me slimer!! (wahaha) and and and hug me =)

 

28. god expects me to do well in all aspects of my life

 

29. in my relationship with god, i want to increase my intimacy with him

 

30. god always watch over me =)

 

31. god thinks abt me when .....???? i tot every moment? haha

 

32. when i was a child, god seemed nth to me !

 

33. now, god seems to be my only strength

 

34. church is my home =)

 

35. i do not think god will mistreat me !!

 

36. i need god everyday !

 

37. god gets upsat when i made foolish decision

 

38. i want to understand god's patient, love and heart, how he think abt me

 

39. when i think of god i will ask him some questions !! wahaha

 

40. god feels happy when i made decisions for his sake, unhappy when u made foolish decisions

 

 

alrite, tahts e end. hehe

the blank is jus there for us to fill, no helping words !! wahahahaha

if u wan, u can do this =)

to see who God is to u =)

 

 

-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

 

 

 

 

 

 

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this week has been a fruitful week for me.
thou thurs has barely started, but i feel so fruitful already.
the wonders of doing time schedule.
the wonders of not procrastinating.
the wonders of being discipline.
yeah, i feel so wonderful now =)


i can say that,i didnt reali waste alot of time !
i spent my time wisely...
and i feel so refreshed =)
have been so slack ever since my O has come to an end last year.
and and and, it cause stagnancy.
not a good feeling !


now i am always looking forward to do many many things =)
talking abt looking forward and joy...
jus now as i pray..
i told God that sometimes i dun reali look forward to do His work..
as in ministry...
sometimes cold, sometimes hot.
i was reminded abt Joy.
serving God with JOy !!
serving God is suppose to be joyful =)


thou we have to be responsible, however responsibilities should not be the one that drive us to serve..
its all abt love, passion and and and.....
ministry are meant to draw us closer to God,not the other way round =)
isnt that very true?


today, i dragggg my feet to the mrt station
i am super unwilling to go for accounts lesson.
hahahaha..
was late, cos have to mit jin qi to pass her guitar and i went out late. haha
actually today's lesson wasnt as boring cos i have eugene, my classmate sitting with me.
not my bro... haha.. its jus that they both have e same name .. wahaha
many funny incidents happen that makes the class less boriin.
4 hrs of accounts, can die !!
thanks eugene. haha


was actually thinkin if i should stop going for accounts class.
1st-its so borrin.
2nd-i noe many things le, jus need practice.
3rd-i wana work.
but i "called-off" this idea le..
1st- if i dun go poa class, i will not be discipline to study it.
2nd-joyce wun be that free to teach me.
3rd- its for my own good..
so so so so..... i will still go for class...
saddening, but i have to learn to give thanks !! haha


-a christian who neglects the holy spirit is like a lamp thats not plugged in-
hahaha.
thats Day 5 devotion !!
yea. =)
very very true.
amen =)


funny...
i was wearing a church camp tee jus now.
den my frenz say " u christian arh? "
den i was so shock, i tot why they noe sia...
den they simply say.....
" ur t-shirt tells me so...."
diao. haha
and and and, my pencil amused them !!
cos my pencil look reali like the wooden pencil that needs to sherpen every now & den, but its actually a mechanical pencil..
so eugene was puzzled and ask me.. " y are u still using this kind of pencil?"
den i show him the truth, he was super amuzed !
hahahahaha....
oh well, cute pencil =)
okay, i am crapping.
i do enjoy my day=) but yea, poa is BORRIN can?


camp is coming!
my nb dun seems keen to sign up.
God,How?
i reali dun wana them to miss out.
camp is such a wonderful time for us to be bonded, to noe u more, to have fun etc etc etc.
God, pls make a way =)
thankiew God.


tingg's application..
i wana be joyful in doing His ministry !
its a joy to serve God.
if u serve God with a =( face, it hurt God.
and also, u've missed out the joy of serving him.
lalalalala.